J. W. Waterhouse: The Lady of Shalot Looking at Lancelot via Wikipedia
I'm sure that mine is a commonplace story.
As a child & teenager, running full-out towards Fitness was easy. Looking back it seems that it was almost effortless, though I know that's really not the case. Dancing, swimming, skiing, biking & walking everywhere I wanted to go. Sure there were sore muscles and a guaranteed good night's sleep but injury and real fatique just didn't enter into the picture. I never "watched what I ate" and was often described as "skinny". Ahhh ... those were the days :))
As a young adult my pursuit of Fitness was still head-on; Aerobic classes (feel the burn!), Step classes, Spin classes (I must have cycled to Amsterdam & back). The effort was now conscious but my body still followed me as long as I wasn't too gung-ho.
Life happened, as it tends to do.
As a young mother I often imagined an invisible umbilical cord connecting my daughter to me. Energy flowed in one direction, towards her. I never begrudged a bit of it. I did, however, start resenting those Aerobics Instructors yelling "eight more" at me when I did manage to make it to a class.
Stress from work and the physical changes that come with aging. Now there's a vicious cycle! My mind & body were working together again and it wasn't in a good way. For more years than I care to remember, Fitness (and its partner Health) kept kicking me to the curb just when I needed them the most. Thank goodness I managed to maintain a tenacious hold through Pilates as I hoped for better things to come.
Stress from work and the physical changes that come with aging. Now there's a vicious cycle! My mind & body were working together again and it wasn't in a good way. For more years than I care to remember, Fitness (and its partner Health) kept kicking me to the curb just when I needed them the most. Thank goodness I managed to maintain a tenacious hold through Pilates as I hoped for better things to come.
An attitude adjustment was in order.
Though it's now pretty much impossible for me to chase full-tilt after Fitness, I do know I can still sneak up on it, step by step. With Pilates, yoga and, more recently, a wonderful little gadget called Fitbit (you've just got to love technology sometimes!) I think I've finally solved my Fitness puzzle. I couldn't be more delighted or relieved to be back on track!
P.S. Regarding the Lady of Shalot, It's not clear to me who cursed & imprisoned her but I do wish she could have broken free and kicked his/her butt. Then having won her freedoom, gone on to live a happy and productive life. The lady had courage, too bad she couldn't have outsmarted her adversary and found balance in her life.
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